Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Obedience School

I need to learn how to be obedient.

There is so much more to life than constantly trying to convince myself to actually do the things that I should. This struggle seems so juvenile, so petty. Like I should have learned to do this years ago. I should be on to bigger and better challenges. Selflessness, generosity, cleaning my room, tying my shoes, making my bed.

It's so frustrating to know that my members have all but taken control, and that my brain has been totally left out of the equation.

Not that I've really ever been a big fan of equations.

~ g. mango = the change in x over the change in y