Obedience School

I need to learn how to be obedient.

There is so much more to life than constantly trying to convince myself to actually do the things that I should. This struggle seems so juvenile, so petty. Like I should have learned to do this years ago. I should be on to bigger and better challenges. Selflessness, generosity, cleaning my room, tying my shoes, making my bed.

It's so frustrating to know that my members have all but taken control, and that my brain has been totally left out of the equation.

Not that I've really ever been a big fan of equations.

~ g. mango = the change in x over the change in y

Is it possible

That in the last week I have felt every emotion known to man?

Yes it is.

Cheque please.

~g. mango is not available in stores

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What's better than a surprise?

Two surprises!

UNO

I won a DVD player.

DOS

Last night as I prepared myself to walk home from work in the freezing cold rain with a guitar on my back and a backpack on my front, I prayed for a 2002 Accord or Civic.

Half an hour later, and totally unprompted, a friend called to offer me her 2002 Accord while she traveled for the week.

How cool is that?!

Cool enough to merit double punctuation marks!!

Next time I will be even more specific and pray for a 2002 Accord or Civic that I get to keep.

~riding along in my automobile